The Sandman

I'm starting to think that these terrible nightmares I've been having will become something I just get used to living with. What in the...fuuuuuuck, no. I don't want to feel like every time I find the light, something pulls me back into the dark. You can't hide from your fucking self.¬†Occasionally I do try though,... Continue Reading →

DAW

You ever have those relationships in your life that taught you things before you knew what those lessons even were? I've been blessed to have many of those on this journey, some much greater than others. High school was an experience I'd like to forget. But without DAW I don't think I would have made... Continue Reading →

Sunday Shit

I don't think I've ever had a lesson as committed as this one - control is actually the ability to have none. Since when did patience, balance and vulnerability come to exist in one sentence, surely never for me. Not to mention a part of what's holding one back from every aspect of their life.... Continue Reading →

Grandflower

Grandflower (noun): a grandparent who helps you blossom into something beautiful by believing in you every step of the way.   I've been wanting to write about one of my biggest sources of strength for a while now, but every time I think I can bring myself to start, I grow into a giant tree... Continue Reading →

What Has Been Isn’t What Will Be

Everyday I tell myself that the past doesn't define my future. That what has been isn't what will be. At what point do your words hold true and manifestation becomes your reality? Maybe it's in those sudden deep breaths you take to calm your anxiety while driving home from a night with friends. Maybe it's... Continue Reading →

Let Reality Be Reality

Surrender. What do you do when you don't know what to do? When you see one thing, but feel another? When you want something and it's so far out of your reach? Breathe. When outside your powerless, but inside your powerful. Where questions don't always have answers, but truth sets you free. Search within. What... Continue Reading →

My Soul View

Things I've learned to love about myself: I'm a sucker for anything acoustic. I'm a hopeless romantic in the most Romeo and Juliet way that one can think of. Thunderstorms make me feel at home regardless of where I am. Belly laughing can change my entire day in two seconds flat. I'm empathetic to the... Continue Reading →

The Rock and Tide Part II

The more challenges, the stronger you get. Part 2: Six years later. Before I bowl you over with this tumultuous wave of verbal emotion, let me start off with a brief synopsis of what lead me here. I had just gotten out of another almost 4 year relationship (sensing the pattern? I recently became aware... Continue Reading →

Nerve Damage

Since I promised myself I would be unabashedly honest with every single blog post and every avenue of my life since I turned 30 - I have to express that I find it a lot easier to write about my relationships with others than my relationship with my parents. It isn't because of the circumstances... Continue Reading →

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