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Free yourself. For reasons unbenounced to me, I had myself convinced that the only things left to let go of were current energies, not past ones. I admittedly preach to myself and all of my loved ones that being patient with oneself is the most important habit to form. My standards for myself are growing... Continue Reading →

Let Reality Be Reality

Surrender. What do you do when you don't know what to do? When you see one thing, but feel another? When you want something and it's so far out of your reach? Breathe. When outside your powerless, but inside your powerful. Where questions don't always have answers, but truth sets you free. Search within. What... Continue Reading →

Be Candid as Fuck

Thought of the day: Time goes by way too fast. I swear that I blink and suddenly it's a week later, which is so god damn intense considering all of the things that one can experience within merely a 24-hour period, and then add 6 more to that. This journey toward self-discovery has been one... Continue Reading →

The Rock and Tide Part II

The more challenges, the stronger you get. Part 2: Six years later. Before I bowl you over with this tumultuous wave of verbal emotion, let me start off with a brief synopsis of what lead me here. I had just gotten out of another almost 4 year relationship (sensing the pattern? I recently became aware... Continue Reading →

The Rock and Tide Part I

This compilation is probably going to be my most favorite to write. Not because it’s full of rainbows and unicorns, but because I’ve learned so much about myself throughout this on and off relationship and I know I still have so much more to learn. Life is all about growth. There is no real ending,... Continue Reading →

Raw Like an Open Flesh Wound

There are only two things in life that scare me more than spiders and drowning – certain memories of my youth and the last two years of high school. I’m already dreading what I’m about to write – mostly because in order to do that you have to feel everything all over again which is... Continue Reading →

Heart Construction

This letter was written 4 months ago now while heavily intoxicated on wine, regret and clarity. My advice? Don't you dare hold a grudge against yourself or others for anything that relates to matters of the heart. Love is messy. Feelings are messy and expressing yourself is necessary in life, but make sure it is... Continue Reading →

Bashful Love

While sitting there dreading, procrastinating my 2000-character draft, he came up behind me, hugging me and inquiring "You love me? How much?" What should have taken me no longer than 2 seconds, I uttered the words, "It depends on the day". At that moment, I wanted to take it back, but why would you want... Continue Reading →

A Journey Without to Within

Fear and pain are one in the same. Have you ever been so afraid of pain that you numb yourself to all feelings entirely? Happiness doesn't even find you because you're not in the same dimension. Laughter becomes a memory of a time when you did not know what it was to be hurt on... Continue Reading →

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