The Sandman

I'm starting to think that these terrible nightmares I've been having will become something I just get used to living with. What in the...fuuuuuuck, no. I don't want to feel like every time I find the light, something pulls me back into the dark. You can't hide from your fucking self. Occasionally I do try though,... Continue Reading →

Sunday Shit

I don't think I've ever had a lesson as committed as this one - control is actually the ability to have none. Since when did patience, balance and vulnerability come to exist in one sentence, surely never for me. Not to mention a part of what's holding one back from every aspect of their life.... Continue Reading →

Grandflower

Grandflower (noun): a grandparent who helps you blossom into something beautiful by believing in you every step of the way.   I've been wanting to write about one of my biggest sources of strength for a while now, but every time I think I can bring myself to start, I grow into a giant tree... Continue Reading →

What Has Been Isn’t What Will Be

Everyday I tell myself that the past doesn't define my future. That what has been isn't what will be. At what point do your words hold true and manifestation becomes your reality? Maybe it's in those sudden deep breaths you take to calm your anxiety while driving home from a night with friends. Maybe it's... Continue Reading →

Let Reality Be Reality

Surrender. What do you do when you don't know what to do? When you see one thing, but feel another? When you want something and it's so far out of your reach? Breathe. When outside your powerless, but inside your powerful. Where questions don't always have answers, but truth sets you free. Search within. What... Continue Reading →

Be Fucking Free

The world is always going to do its best to put you into a box, a generalization, a rule, a guideline – something comfortable that defines you, your talents, your voice, everything that you are – because those confinements are safe. The world fears what it doesn’t know and cannot control. Your job, my job,... Continue Reading →

Heart Construction

This letter was written 4 months ago now while heavily intoxicated on wine, regret and clarity. My advice? Don't you dare hold a grudge against yourself or others for anything that relates to matters of the heart. Love is messy. Feelings are messy and expressing yourself is necessary in life, but make sure it is... Continue Reading →

Admittance

Admittance out loud is always my favorite step toward making a change. So why not utilize this "worldly" platform for all including myself to see, that I will no longer hide from my own insecurities. I hope this will motivate others to do the same, if nothing else, to know you are not alone. It's... Continue Reading →

Eternal Freedom

Up until today I never realized just how much I hadn't been living. I've let money, work, relationships and responsibilities define what steps I should take toward my future - my life isn't destined to be like anyone else's, which is why true happiness has eluded me for so long. It's May 9th, 2015 and... Continue Reading →

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