The Evolution of Deconstruction

5/27 Some days I wish I could love someone else the way I love you. Other days I’m grateful to know my mirror exists and I’m not in this world entirely alone. Now if only I could combine those two emotions and be satisfied in what I do and don’t have without feeling ungrateful, lonely... Continue Reading →

Sunday Shit

I don't think I've ever had a lesson as committed as this one - control is actually the ability to have none. Since when did patience, balance and vulnerability come to exist in one sentence, surely never for me. Not to mention a part of what's holding one back from every aspect of their life.... Continue Reading →

The Fuck to My Gives

Attachment: the final toxin that's so deeply embedded in my makeup, the ball to my chain, the fuck to my gives. I keep asking myself how it's even possible to love someone or something without having any kind of attachment to it and of course even if I find the right words, the doing part is... Continue Reading →

Grandflower

Grandflower (noun): a grandparent who helps you blossom into something beautiful by believing in you every step of the way.   I've been wanting to write about one of my biggest sources of strength for a while now, but every time I think I can bring myself to start, I grow into a giant tree... Continue Reading →

Hear Me Roar

America Made Me a Feminist - The New York Times "The American woman is told she can do anything and then is knocked down the moment she proves it." But much like boxing, you get right back up because eventually they'll get tired of swinging and that's when you go in for the final punch.... Continue Reading →

What Has Been Isn’t What Will Be

Everyday I tell myself that the past doesn't define my future. That what has been isn't what will be. At what point do your words hold true and manifestation becomes your reality? Maybe it's in those sudden deep breaths you take to calm your anxiety while driving home from a night with friends. Maybe it's... Continue Reading →

Let Reality Be Reality

Surrender. What do you do when you don't know what to do? When you see one thing, but feel another? When you want something and it's so far out of your reach? Breathe. When outside your powerless, but inside your powerful. Where questions don't always have answers, but truth sets you free. Search within. What... Continue Reading →

Dark Night of the Soul

The “dark night of the soul” is a term used to describe what one could call a collapse of a perceived meaning in life. The nights which the soul experiences are the necessary purgations on the path to Divine union, of which there are two: the first is of the sensory or sensitive part of... Continue Reading →

Fuck You Fear

The day I began this blog, I made a commitment to myself. That I would break down every wall, brick by brick, so I could crawl my way through the wreckage to that overflowing door, where all of my biggest fears have been hiding in the deepest of darkness. Having understood my choice on this... Continue Reading →

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