Sorry is Too Small a Word

Dear Inner Child, Being trapped in my own personal hell seems to be the theme of 2018. Every minute has become a battle between giving in and finding a way out. If I’ve left you feeling unheard, uncared for or unloved, it isn’t because it’s what you deserve. It’s merely a reflection of how messy,... Continue Reading →

The Sandman

I'm starting to think that these terrible nightmares I've been having will become something I just get used to living with. What in the...fuuuuuuck, no. I don't want to feel like every time I find the light, something pulls me back into the dark. You can't hide from your fucking self. Occasionally I do try though,... Continue Reading →

DAW

You ever have those relationships in your life that taught you things before you knew what those lessons even were? I've been blessed to have many of those on this journey, some much greater than others. High school was an experience I'd like to forget. But without DAW I don't think I would have made... Continue Reading →

Sunday Shit

I don't think I've ever had a lesson as committed as this one - control is actually the ability to have none. Since when did patience, balance and vulnerability come to exist in one sentence, surely never for me. Not to mention a part of what's holding one back from every aspect of their life.... Continue Reading →

Set That Shit on Fire

"When it is all finished, you will discover it was never random." Eventually I knew I would be back here - writing in a moment of duress. I mean it's where my affection for it all began, so naturally. Does anyone else despise crying as much as I do? Especially when you don't know exactly... Continue Reading →

What Has Been Isn’t What Will Be

Everyday I tell myself that the past doesn't define my future. That what has been isn't what will be. At what point do your words hold true and manifestation becomes your reality? Maybe it's in those sudden deep breaths you take to calm your anxiety while driving home from a night with friends. Maybe it's... Continue Reading →

Let Reality Be Reality

Surrender. What do you do when you don't know what to do? When you see one thing, but feel another? When you want something and it's so far out of your reach? Breathe. When outside your powerless, but inside your powerful. Where questions don't always have answers, but truth sets you free. Search within. What... Continue Reading →

Be Candid as Fuck

Thought of the day: Time goes by way too fast. I swear that I blink and suddenly it's a week later, which is so god damn intense considering all of the things that one can experience within merely a 24-hour period, and then add 6 more to that. This journey toward self-discovery has been one... Continue Reading →

Deuces to my Ego

It took me 30 years to realize that loving yourself is a daily choice. I'm talking completely unconditional love. Not just the divine things you are, but with all your demons, your scars and your madness. It's hard work to be at your most vulnerable, your most powerful, your most honest and your most accepting.... Continue Reading →

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