Sorry is Too Small a Word

Dear Inner Child, Being trapped in my own personal hell seems to be the theme of 2018. Every minute has become a battle between giving in and finding a way out. If I’ve left you feeling unheard, uncared for or unloved, it isn’t because it’s what you deserve. It’s merely a reflection of how messy,... Continue Reading →

Feeding the Darkness 💀

Is loneliness so real that it can make you want to wish you didn't feel anything at all? Logic reminds me that it's all in my head, but my heart still breaks into pieces otherwise. Sometimes I contemplate staying here - in this dark place. Since when did I become so haunted with memories of... Continue Reading →

Sunday Shit

I don't think I've ever had a lesson as committed as this one - control is actually the ability to have none. Since when did patience, balance and vulnerability come to exist in one sentence, surely never for me. Not to mention a part of what's holding one back from every aspect of their life.... Continue Reading →

Grandflower

Grandflower (noun): a grandparent who helps you blossom into something beautiful by believing in you every step of the way.   I've been wanting to write about one of my biggest sources of strength for a while now, but every time I think I can bring myself to start, I grow into a giant tree... Continue Reading →

Let Reality Be Reality

Surrender. What do you do when you don't know what to do? When you see one thing, but feel another? When you want something and it's so far out of your reach? Breathe. When outside your powerless, but inside your powerful. Where questions don't always have answers, but truth sets you free. Search within. What... Continue Reading →

Fuck You Fear

The day I began this blog, I made a commitment to myself. That I would break down every wall, brick by brick, so I could crawl my way through the wreckage to that overflowing door, where all of my biggest fears have been hiding in the deepest of darkness. Having understood my choice on this... Continue Reading →

A Journey Without to Within

Fear and pain are one in the same. Have you ever been so afraid of pain that you numb yourself to all feelings entirely? Happiness doesn't even find you because you're not in the same dimension. Laughter becomes a memory of a time when you did not know what it was to be hurt on... Continue Reading →

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