The Sandman

I'm starting to think that these terrible nightmares I've been having will become something I just get used to living with. What in the...fuuuuuuck, no. I don't want to feel like every time I find the light, something pulls me back into the dark. You can't hide from your fucking self. Occasionally I do try though,... Continue Reading →

DAW

You ever have those relationships in your life that taught you things before you knew what those lessons even were? I've been blessed to have many of those on this journey, some much greater than others. High school was an experience I'd like to forget. But without DAW I don't think I would have made... Continue Reading →

Grandflower

Grandflower (noun): a grandparent who helps you blossom into something beautiful by believing in you every step of the way.   I've been wanting to write about one of my biggest sources of strength for a while now, but every time I think I can bring myself to start, I grow into a giant tree... Continue Reading →

What Has Been Isn’t What Will Be

Everyday I tell myself that the past doesn't define my future. That what has been isn't what will be. At what point do your words hold true and manifestation becomes your reality? Maybe it's in those sudden deep breaths you take to calm your anxiety while driving home from a night with friends. Maybe it's... Continue Reading →

Let Reality Be Reality

Surrender. What do you do when you don't know what to do? When you see one thing, but feel another? When you want something and it's so far out of your reach? Breathe. When outside your powerless, but inside your powerful. Where questions don't always have answers, but truth sets you free. Search within. What... Continue Reading →

The Rock and Tide Part II

The more challenges, the stronger you get. Part 2: Six years later. Before I bowl you over with this tumultuous wave of verbal emotion, let me start off with a brief synopsis of what lead me here. I had just gotten out of another almost 4 year relationship (sensing the pattern? I recently became aware... Continue Reading →

Deuces to my Ego

It took me 30 years to realize that loving yourself is a daily choice. I'm talking completely unconditional love. Not just the divine things you are, but with all your demons, your scars and your madness. It's hard work to be at your most vulnerable, your most powerful, your most honest and your most accepting.... Continue Reading →

Be Fucking Free

The world is always going to do its best to put you into a box, a generalization, a rule, a guideline – something comfortable that defines you, your talents, your voice, everything that you are – because those confinements are safe. The world fears what it doesn’t know and cannot control. Your job, my job,... Continue Reading →

Heart Construction

This letter was written 4 months ago now while heavily intoxicated on wine, regret and clarity. My advice? Don't you dare hold a grudge against yourself or others for anything that relates to matters of the heart. Love is messy. Feelings are messy and expressing yourself is necessary in life, but make sure it is... Continue Reading →

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