My Lucky Number

Exactly 3 years ago today I took a solo leap into the unknown.

What I’ve discovered while spending all this time falling in love with myself:

  1. Every relationship I’ve been in has hurt me in ways that have changed my life, because I let them, both hurt me and change me.
  2. Sex has hardly any appeal when you use it as fuel to feed pain.
  3. Unconditional love is so fucking hard.
  4. I’ve never been an innocent party in any dynamic that I’ve had my hands in.
  5. People won’t always choose you, it doesn’t mean you deserve it.
  6. Another person’s energy can drain the fuck out of you and it doesn’t always have to make sense, but it’s okay to let them go.
  7. Forgiveness rides in waves.
  8. Not one single person can replace another because what you share is undeniably unique.
  9. Others fear can destroy you even if you feel full.
  10. Solitude is comforting, it’s also relentless.
  11. The current dating pool consists of mainly two deep ends; the over-interested and the under-interested.
  12. I exist in the very small in-between of that pool.
  13. I want to share my life with someone, but not at the expense of our freedom, mistakes or individual power.

So, I’ll just be over here, building my empire. #newmooninscorpio #transcending

❤ LL


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